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Entry tags:challenge: choco_cherries, fandom: alias, fandom: the sarah connor chronicles, rating: pg, ship (cross): sydney/derek

Turn Out The Light And What Are You Left With (Sydney/Derek) PG
Title: Turn Out The Light And What Are You Left With
Rating: PG
Word Count: 300
Summary: Here's the thing: Sydney Bristow? Not exactly a damsel looking to be saved.
Terminator/Alias crossover
Characters: Sydney Bristow, Derek Reese
A/N: For [info]choco_cherries, week 12. Prompt hum.


Here's the thing: Sydney Bristow? Not exactly a damsel looking to be saved.

It doesn't make him want to be the one to do that any less appealing.



He finds her the way he always does: downcast eyes and a man that meant everything not so long ago ghosting the space between.

Michael Vaughn died the day the world ended, all that's left of him a watch she kept by accident and memories that barely serve to hold her in the same vicinity of sane.

He never asks if she wants to talk about it. He doesn't pretend to know what it feels like though he can probably deduce the gist.

He's lost enough people to know that there are no words to ease the heartbreak that comes with burying another friend beneath the rubble that once was home. (Sometimes, he wakes up calling his brother's name, forgetting where he is. A fist to a wall when he remembers.)

But there are arms and hands, his fingers against her wrist, the band of leather sliding across it and to the floor, a soundless descent.

There's the sigh she allows herself right before the sum of her parts collapse against his.

"I don't love you." But above all there's this, always after and never before, her cheeks aflush, nails snapping for skin and finding it. (He wonders if leaving him black and blue is her way of saying i need you even if i don't love you, i need you.)

In the din, she's staring him down, no doubt waiting for the retort he's not giving her tonight, but he just smiles.



He's not her hero; she's far from being his salvation.

The world ended, but they're still here, fighting for tomorrow.

And on the battlefield, it’s her name he hums.




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[info]ava_leigh_fitz
2008-04-08 09:50 am UTC (link)
OH YOU.

This was amazing. They're both broken and battered and he acknowledges that; he makes no attempt to make it better, to heal her, he's there for what she wants and needs and that's fine by him.

AND THE WATCH. That scene in Alias where Vaughn told her about the watch is still like, one of my favourite tv moments. And you brought that up and made it this symbol of him and her and all there was.

He never asks if she wants to talk about it. He doesn't pretend to know what it feels like though he can probably deduce the gist.
I can't explain why I love this so much but I do.

And that entire last section was fantastic. You = pwn me.


EDIT: Nothing to do with your fic but, you know that massively epic roadtrip that I'm planning on doing in four years time that will most definitely take a Canadian detour so you can attempt to navigate? Well, [info]deadduck008 and I are making mixes for it. The entire point of this was to say, want to join in with your awesome music taste since you'll be in the car with us?

Edited at 2008-04-08 09:54 am UTC

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[info]ineffort
2008-04-08 10:14 am UTC (link)
OH YOU, YOURSELF. (Also fast! Hee.)

he makes no attempt to make it better, to heal her, he's there for what she wants and needs and that's fine by him. Yet again you condense it all into one sentence. That was it and a perfect summation of Derek might I add.

That show had so many !!! moments I swear. I need to relive it by marathon soon.

I still maintain the opposite is true, but thank you so much! SO so glad you liked this, because it was random as all hell.

And yes! I want in :D.

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[info]ava_leigh_fitz
2008-04-08 10:20 am UTC (link)
(ICON!)
YOU REALISE THAT IS MY DEFAULT REACTION 'OH YOU'. (I am speedy like the, something that's speedy.)

Only because you give me all I need *wink*, I've still not actually properly met Derek yet considering how behind I am with SCC.

Oh Alias It really did, though I stopped properly watching when Sydney lost her memory and Vaughn got married. Plus Five moved it to twenty past midnight.

We will forever disagree on that. Random is how I roll. I'm so glad [info]choco_cherries is back.

YES. I should be posting mine today because I'm speedy and cool like that. Ali's still searching. Organisation is the key to a slightly less stressful road trip. Even if it's four years away. ish.

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[info]ineffort
2008-04-08 11:03 am UTC (link)
(I may or may not be reading Eclipse soon. I use that icon to keep things leveled. And yeah, [info]katrinaswift makes the most hilarious Twilight iconnage ever.)

Huh. AND HERE I THOUGHT IT WAS MINE FOR YOU.

Tis okay. You have 'til September at least. And you're going to love him. Even with all his angst. (I'm having flashbacks to Owen Harper for some reason after I typed that. Oh, Torchwood. I may never be okay.)

You didn't see the third season? Because even though the finale was all sorts of underwhelming, Lauren, the wife in question, was basically amazing. Like Angela Petrelli, but you know, awesomer.

Me too, yo.

Ah, okay then. You both have a headstart on me, but I'll be starting mine soon enough. Time flies, my friend.

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[info]ava_leigh_fitz
2008-04-08 12:35 pm UTC (link)
(I'll definitely have to take a look, because hilarious Twilight icons make me happy. That fandom needs therapy.)

ONCE AGAIN THE TWINNAGE RESOUNDS

Has it been renewed do you know? I'm sure if you love him I will too since we are the same person. (I KNOW. I keep thinking stuff and then being all flashback-y. I don't think I'll ever fully recover.)

No, I think I saw that actually. Lauren was blonde right? She was kind of awesome in an evil way. She totally should've hooked up with Sark.

Crossovers kind of own my soul a little bit.

I kept meaning to tell you and then the Essays of Doom took over my brain. I took the Owen/Tosh mix by the way and it is amazing. If sad. But amazing mostly.

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[info]ineffort
2008-04-08 10:01 pm UTC (link)
WE NEED TO BREAK THE HABIT.

No official word I don't think, but they'd be insane not to. It's Summer Glau. And little Zach all grown up. But it's Fox so you never know. (I'm watching youtube videos right now and holding back the tears. :( What are they going to do with a team of three?)

She did! Ever so briefly. Yeah, she was the blonde.

Just a little? :P

The sadness has absolutely nothing to do with me. Or maybe it does, but ngggh. The tragedy. The woe. Heh, I'm glad you liked either way. Next step: AU ficcage til the end of time.

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[info]ava_leigh_fitz
2008-04-08 11:08 pm UTC (link)
MEH. I LIKE THIS HABIT. IT'S FUN.

Kudos to your icon because that is totally true. Man do I need to catch up like yesterday.

DAMN, that must be in the episodes I missed. The afore-mentioned time change screwed me up.

Okay, so maybe more than a little.

The sadness is implicit in the Owen/Tosh relationship, even before they, y'know, died!

Why yes, I am still bitter.

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[info]little_giddy
2008-04-09 11:36 am UTC (link)
*feels the need to join with the Owen/Tosh mourning*

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[info]ava_leigh_fitz
2008-04-09 12:14 pm UTC (link)
Much mourning needs to be done for those two. Much, much mourning. And then AU fic. Lots of it.

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[info]little_giddy
2008-04-09 01:29 pm UTC (link)
*nods* AU fic. Much, much AU fic. Whole seasons of it.

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[info]ava_leigh_fitz
2008-04-09 01:35 pm UTC (link)
The AU fic may outlast the show. Because Owen and Tosh did not die

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[info]little_giddy
2008-04-09 01:57 pm UTC (link)
No. *shakes head firmly* They did not die. We need to begin a denial-a-thon.

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[info]ava_leigh_fitz
2008-04-09 02:35 pm UTC (link)
They most definitely did not. An act of God (or the Doctor) saved them. It's true.

Aaaand the denial-a-thon begins.

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[info]ineffort
2008-04-09 06:40 pm UTC (link)
THE CELEBRITY DENIAL-A-THON I HOPE?

Ahahaha. (But seriously? I see Sarah Parish and Simm and Eccleston and Glenister joining the cause. WITH ENOUGH DONATIONS WE CAN BRIBE THEM TO FORGET IT EVER HAPPENED.)

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[info]ava_leigh_fitz
2008-04-09 08:16 pm UTC (link)
INDEED. WE HAVE PRETTY PEOPLE ON OUR SIDE.

(I totally can. Simm especially being the awesome that he is, but everyone in general. Don't forget Billie and Freema and you know David would be all 'Hang about, you killed who?' MONEY AND A LITTLE VIOLENCE WILL GET YOU ANYWHERE.)

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[info]ineffort
2008-04-10 06:16 pm UTC (link)
ALWAYS A GOOD THING TO HAVE.

(And yes, Freema and Billie are givens. As is David. Also? I have a really random idea for the Tosh/Owen AUness that might actually become concrete fic built upon the sand castles that make up my personal canon. What if Mr. Harper turned Sam Tyler and at the very moment he was going to die (AGAIN) randomly travelled back to 1973 and then had to wait and make sure Tosh was okay in present day? This is the most serious idea I've had in a long time lol. *fails*)

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[info]ava_leigh_fitz
2008-04-10 06:39 pm UTC (link)
INDEED. THEY ARE MY SECRET WEAPON.

(ha, icon. again)

(OMG. YOUR IDEA > THE UNIVERSE. Please pretty please get on that soonish. I'll beta should you so desire it...)

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[info]ineffort
2008-04-12 09:20 am UTC (link)
AND WHAT A WEAPON TO HAVE. LISTEN TO US, WE ARE THE GENETICALLY BLESSED, GODDAMNIT!

(honestly, i want to icon everything you say. but hang about! i will forever picture him saying that. and promptly laugh myself into some sort of mild yet slightly serious medical ailment)

(And I've been writing all night and am finished and victorious and a bunch of other adjectives I can't think of right now, so I'm just going to post so the bouncy feeling goes away. But thank you. I'll be using your services for many another thing.)

Edited at 2008-04-12 09:21 am UTC

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[info]ava_leigh_fitz
2008-04-12 09:31 am UTC (link)
WE HAVE SOME GOOD GENES RIGHT THERE.

(ha, it took me a minute or two to realise that the icon was of my comment. But he most definitely said that. I feel some crackRPF coming on here.)

(YAYAYYAYAYAY = my excitement. My services are readily available as well you know. Oh did I tell you I started that Owen/Chuck fic? I have a feeling it will be epic.)

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[info]ineffort
2008-04-12 05:02 pm UTC (link)
THE FINEST FOR SURE.

(i love that man too much for mine own good. and yessss, cracky rpf. i encourage this urge. tenfold.)

(HEE. And you said you were working on it, but it's coming along? *INSERT GLEE HERE* Now that I actually know who Owen Harper I just know that's going to kill me. Because omg!uniting the undead ftw. :D)

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your icon speaks the truth
[info]ava_leigh_fitz
2008-04-12 05:17 pm UTC (link)
THERE WILL BE SCIENTIFIC STUDIES ON US.

(you can never love him too much. i thought you'd encourage it. it's something along the lines of 'what doctor who thought of torchwood'. Ha. Ten.)

(It is coming along. Though at the moment it's all sad because certain things need to happen for Chuck to meet Owen and I have no real idea where it's going but it will contain angst and aliens and maybe a happily ever after. Maybe. Ha, uniting the undead indeed. What I can tell you is that the title is 'dead like us')

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[info]little_giddy
2008-04-09 11:35 am UTC (link)
Oh, *loves*. Seriously, this fandom and its crossovers?! My god, YES.

The last section kills. And I am allowing myself to want to weep for the watch. God, that watch.

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[info]ineffort
2008-04-09 06:45 pm UTC (link)
It was made for crossing me thinks. All we need now is Irina and Sarah to meet and create an alliance of ultimate badass.

:( That watch is why Vaughn will always own some small piece of my heart despite later events. IT STOPPED THE DAY I MET YOU. Nothing will ever beat that. And thank you!

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[info]penny_lane_42
2008-04-14 01:16 am UTC (link)
See? And that is what makes you so very, very awesome: I can know next to nothing about one of the involvved fandoms and still love this with all of my crossover-loving heart. So there.

The opening two lines are just flawless. Actually, they all are, but I especially loved those.

He's lost enough people to know that there are no words to ease the heartbreak that comes with burying another friend beneath the rubble that once was home. (Sometimes, he wakes up calling his brother's name, forgetting where he is. A fist to a wall when he remembers.) Oh! I have a feeling that if I knew this fandom I would be bawling my eyes out for him, cuz those are perfect.

"I don't love you." But above all there's this, always after and never before, her cheeks aflush, nails snapping for skin and finding it. (He wonders if leaving him black and blue is her way of saying i need you even if i don't love you, i need you.) GAH! How do you write these lines?

He's not her hero; she's far from being his salvation.

The world ended, but they're still here, fighting for tomorrow.

And on the battlefield, it’s her name he hums.
Oh my goodness. Wow. I'm speechless.

I have decided I need to watch SCC now. Just so I can fully appreciate the glory of this fic.

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[info]ineffort
2008-04-16 09:11 am UTC (link)
*blushes* Well, yay then.

Oh, if you knew Derek Reese. He's like what Dean would be if Dean was older and played by Brian Austin Green. (That sounds so odd, but really.)

I'm pretty sure I steal your awesome. Yeah, I should've told you.

AND YES! I am delighted at the fact that you will be watching SCC. It's so good I swear. You will not regret it.

Thank you as always. &hearts

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[info]hide_r
2008-04-26 09:54 pm UTC (link)
Very interesting pairing (as always), I can see them getting along in a weird sort of way just because they have so much in common.

I really liked the whole thing but the last thing is total ♥

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[info]ineffort
2008-04-28 08:12 am UTC (link)
:) Thanks, hon!

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